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May 17, 2012

As Much As We Want

As Much as We Want

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Matthew 5:6

Jesus therefore took the loaves; and having given thanks, He distributed to those who were seated; likewise also of the fish as much as they wanted. And when they were filled, He said to His disciples, “Gather up the leftover fragments that nothing may be lost.” John 6:11-12

 I do not come from a background that observes Lent, an annual season of fasting and penitence in preparation for Easter. However, during this past few weeks it seems the Lord Himself put me in this mode. Our church had just finished a Bible study and we were challenged to fast something for 10 days. One of the suggestions was that we fast television. That particular suggestion dominated my thinking, so the following Monday I began my TV fast. On that very day, inexplicably, my internet went out. When I contacted my server they indicated they had no record of our internet account which seemed preposterous. Would you believe it took two weeks to resolve it? Added to these two simultaneously occurring events I dropped my cell phone in our dog’s water bowl. I’m not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but I began to see that Someone wanted my full attention. One of the true benefits of the voluntary and enforced fasts was a greater hunger and thirst for righteousness. It stood out to me that in John 6:11-12 that they were given as much food as they wanted. I had been snacking on the world’s junk food and it had indeed dulled my appetite and the Lord desired for me to know that. I don’t watch sordid or awful programs. The song One Pure and Holy Passion by William Murphy states:

This world is empty, pale, and poor– Compared to knowing You my Lord. Lead me on, and I will run after You.

Empty, pale, and poor is an apt description of some of the things that were taking too much of my time and attention. The heart of this song is a cry and a prayer that He would give us one pure and holy passion. That He would give us one magnificent obsession. Instead we obsess over our favorite television programs, texting, games, twitter feeds, blogs, pinterest , and fill in the _______. God is so gracious, full of mercy and lovingkindness, but He is not into competing for our attention. He has given us many exceedingly great and precious promises, but not all of them are unconditional. They require something of us.

 ”I, the LORD, am your God, Who brought you up from the land of Egypt; Open your mouth wide and I will fill it. “But My people did not listen to My voice; And Israel did not obey Me. “So I gave them over to the stubbornness of their heart, to walk in their own devices. “Oh that My people would listen to Me, that Israel would walk in My ways! “I would quickly subdue their enemies, and turn My hand against their adversaries. Psalm 81:10-14

We are told in 2 Chronicles 16:9

“For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him. In this you have done foolishly; therefore from now on you shall have wars.”

He wants our hearts to be fully His and our mouths opened wide with desire to have our emptiness filled by no one and no thing, but Him. He’s jealous for us friends. His jealousy is whole and pure longing with desire to show Himself strong on our behalf. Will we run to Him with hungry hearts or appetites that have been dulled by the empty, pale, and poor things the world is offering to distract us? He will give us as much as we want. During this week approaching Easter let’s do as the song by Helen H. Lemmel says,

Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face. The things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.

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Whooo?

Whooo?

Who?

Who?

I heard the question tonight as it echoed through the trees, thrown out by the night bird, seeing all, turning every which way.  It was answered by the night songs of nature–the crickets and bullfrogs, the rushing waters, the silent sparkle of the night sky.

Who?

Who?

It asked over and over again.

The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament showeth his handiwork.

Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night showeth knowledge. (Ps 19:1-2)

Who?

Who?

Is it one of those questions that he already knows the answer to?

Who?

Who?

Who put the stars there?  Who covered the moon so that only a tiny slip would be hanging there tonight?  Who told the waters they could go so far, but no further?

Who?

Even when His people hold their tongues….all nature proclaims…..

It is God!

His song is for you.  Hear it, receive it, acknowledge it, savor it, tell it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Engaging Culture with Discernment

Engaging Culture with Discernment

I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.  Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.                                                    -Romans 12:1-2

Well, it seems that the pot has been stirred yet again.  The opening of The Hunger Games movie this weekend has Christians visiting again the issue of how to deal with culture.  So what’s a Christian to do?  How should we think about and engage culture? How do we know when to flee, and how do we keep from being simply reactionary?  How can we learn to be critical and discerning regarding culture?  How do we train our children to be leaders in critical and discerning thought regarding culture?  I have a few ideas.

1. Flee the obvious in light of Scripture.  What do I mean by obvious?  Books, movies, video games, and music that by the genre they have been put in obviously are set apart by Scripture to be avoided because by their nature they are meant to lead one into sin.  Examples would be porn, erotica, or any other genre of sexual deviance. Other areas not sexual in nature should be considered as well.  Be sure definitions of what is sin are Biblical definitions.

2. Filter out those things that you (or a family member) are susceptible to.  If your child cannot read a fantasy novel or play a certain video game without having a major disassociation with reality, then remove those things from his use until you deem him more mature and discerning. Also be careful to not make a blanket generalization that just because you are avoiding something, everyone else should as well.  We want to be careful not to fall into legalism as we seek to make wise choices for our families.

3. Test the rest. Test it how?  By engaging it – reading it, watching it.  Watch it with your mind.  Pay attention to the message being sent because there is always a message. Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it’s bad, but usually it’s mixed.  Be willing to pull apart the subject matter and find what might have been dropped in there just because we are all made in the image of God.  Look for themes of redemption – everyone wants to be saved, fixed, or found. What is the message the author or movie maker ultimately wants to leave us with?  How does it stand up with Scripture?  If it’s not a Biblical worldview, then what worldview is it?  Postmodernism?  New Age?  Secular humanism? (Ah, yes, we have to know what those are, don’t we.)  Take every thought captive -2 Corinthians 10:5.

4. Do engage in material “from the other side” knowing your own limitations and sinful inclinations.  If you have a friend who needs to check her horoscope everyday, you may want to become a bit more versed in the “language of the Babylonians” in order to show her from Scripture how what she is doing is leading her away from God.  Usually, in order to have these conversations, you need to know something about the subject so that you can have the credibility that comes with knowing what it is you are saying to stay away from. We do our non-Christian friends well to be able to intelligently discuss their views with them. More than a few have come to know Christ through those avenues, C.S. Lewis being an excellent example of this.  Do this with much prayer and  accountability.  Let someone you trust know that you are reading a book to learn more about what your friend believes and have that person pray for you as you research and engage in conversations with unbelievers.

5. Represent the subject accurately.  We are all clouded by our own biases and judgments, so, as people of the truth we must make every effort to represent whatever we are critiquing as accurately as possible.  Don’t you hate it hear a critique of what Christianity is supposedly about, only to learn that the critic is entirely misinformed, or worse is intentionally misrepresenting Christianity?  I just read a review of The Hunger Games by a well-respected Christian.  It was not a favorable review – which is fine.  (Remember – a review is someone’s opinion, nothing more.) What bothered me about his review was the fact that his relaying of the story had some major inaccuracies, especially regarding the thoughts and feelings of the characters, which were very much revealed in the storytelling of The Hunger Games itself.  I highly respect this man, so I was left disappointed.

6. Teach your children to do all of the above at appropriate times in their maturity and development.  It is so fun to have discussion with my children regarding culture – what they like, what drives them crazy, and how they see others trying to make life work apart from Christ. They have not always been able to do this.  They had to learn, and are still learning…as am I.  But it has been so encouraging to learn together, to sharpen one another, and to challenge one another to think more Biblically and not reactionary (I’m a mom…yes…it still happens.)  All of this came bit by bit as we engaged age-appropriate content over the years with them.

I also suggest checking out the ClearPlay DVD player.  It has been a wonderful tool for our family allowing us to watch more movies and shows together while filtering out the elements (e.g., gratuitous language) without detracting from the storyline.

I offer these suggestions because it is my desire to see Christians intelligently engaging culture with a Biblical worldview. We belong to Christ Jesus and we have been fully equipped to engage our culture with discernment.  Put on that armor and go forth in the Spirit of wisdom, courage and truth.

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Sitting on the Dock of the Bay

Sitting on the Dock of the Bay

It’s day four (child two) of the stomach bug in our home, so I have escaped for a few moments to my quiet time spot.  I’m grumpy. That’s all there is to it.  How do I know I’m grumpy?  The happy birds outside are chirping, and I feel annoyed by them.

You must know this is not my normal thought process.

In fact I had to drive by the doctors’ office this morning to get paperwork for our oldest, who is starting track after spring break.  I felt edgy.  I probably was edgy. As I stopped at a light, I saw a man in a business suit cross the street, and I readily ignored him.  Then I saw him kick something out of the road (something metal and would probably pop a tire–later, I thought, how thoughtful) and walk to the on-ramp of the interstate.  I realized that he was hitch-hiking, as I waited at the light to go home (not by way of the interstate).  Then and there I realized I had some callouses on my heart.

What a way to begin the day…with a full-sized mirror to my heart.  It isn’t pretty right now.  For I am tired, weary and did I mention, grumpy? So I knew when we got home that I needed to go and be alone for awhile–to pray and to ask God, once again, for a new heart.  I so want a heart like His.  But it comes with a price.

It may mean inconvenience. It may mean sickness and germs and all the ills of projectile disgusting-ness. It may mean unfair.  And likely it means discord with others and weariness in this world.  A heart like His cost Christ everything.  So why should it surprise me at all that acquiring and living out the love of Jesus will burn me and be uncomfortable?

So on a day like today, I sit and watch the sky–it is that beautiful Colorado blue, no wonder the birds are singing.  I take a few minutes to regroup and face the battle again. This time I am beginning again with Jesus holding fast to my heart, cauterizing the callouses from it and making all things new, as He so wonderfully does.  And you know the laundry I spoke of earlier this week?  It is slowly being conquered. Little battles are being won.

As I say Happy Weekend to you all, I found last year’s notebook with some quotes that still stir in my heart today, so I wanted to share them and bless you.  Enjoy them. Soak and savor the Truth of words aptly spoken.  Let the scales fall from your eyes and see. There is nothing wasted in that.

“Before we can say Thy Kingdom come, we must say my kingdom go.” James Robison

“Allow the Presence of the kingdom to be prevailing:  Attitude creates atmosphere. Atmosphere creates the climate.  Climate creates a culture, which determines how things grow.”  James Robison

“We settle ourselves for the rind instead of the orange.” Thomas Merton

“All men’s miseries derive from not being able to sit in a quiet room alone.” Blaise Pascal

“Why should I fear anything that cannot rob me of God and why should I desire anything that cannot give me possession of Him?” Thomas Merton

““Take time, slow down, be still, be awake to the Divine Mystery that looks so common and so ordinary yet is wondrously present.” Edward Hayes

“Are you the kind of Christian, who believes in God?” Jared and Joe Delaney

“Thankful #356: Knowing what overwhelms me does not overwhelm God.” Holly Smith

“We’ve got to leave some things undone, so the greater thing can be done.” Jill Briscoe

“From Ezra 4…when there is nothing in common with us for building with people–we ask, can they assist me or offer me help in what God is building?” Priscilla Shirer (Still thinking about Ezra chapter four and Priscilla’s words)

“It’s all work (Bea) and there’s no life…and without a life, there’s nothing to feed back into the work.” The House of Eliot

My 2011 notebook is full of sermons, prayer requests, lists and more lists, and 500 of my one thousand gifts list from last year.  Sometimes, when you are grumpy, like I have been, you need to be reminded– God has been so very faithful.

I will end with a quote from Beth Moore from a taping of Wednesdays with Beth, which I enjoyed last February with some of the dearest and most beautiful women on earth to me.

“You can still have a pure heart, even after an impure life.” Beth Moore

Now someone needed to hear that today!  I know I did (do)!

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Irish Spaghetti

Irish Spaghetti

1 medium onion, chopped
2 T. canola oil
1 lb. ground chuck
1 t. salt
1 t. chili powder
1/2 t. chipotle Tabasco sauce

1/4 t. pepper
1/8 t. cayenne pepper
1 can cream of mushroom soup
1 can tomato soup
1 – 8oz. pkg. thin spaghetti noodles
2 T. butter
1 c. mozzarella
1 c. Parmesan cheese

Irish Spaghetti

In a frying pan on medium high heat, heat oil and sauté onions. Add meat, cooking until meat is browned–about 10 minutes. Drain meat and return to frying pan. Add seasonings and cook 2 minutes more. Reduce heat to low and add soups. Cover and simmer for 45 minutes.

Cook spaghetti, according to package directions. Drain. Place in the bottom of a casserole dish. Slice butter into 10 pieces and put on top. Stir to melt the butter and spread the noodles out again. Then pour sauce on top and cheeses. Bake in 350 degree oven for 10 minutes.

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Butter Baked Carrots

Butter Baked Carrots

Butter Baked Carrots

1 lb. carrots
1 t. salt
2 t. sugar
1/8 t. pepper
4 T. margarine, melted

Cut carrots in small 3 inch long strips. Place in 9 1/2 X 13 inch baking dish. Sprinkle with sugar, salt, and pepper. Pour margarine over the top. Bake in oven at 400 degrees for 45 minutes (Can also microwave on high for 12-15 minutes). Serves 6. From my Sister in Law, Carol.

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German Potato Salad

German Potato Salad

German Potato Salad

7 slices bacon
1/4 c. onion, chopped
1 T. flour
1 T. sugar
3/4 t. salt
dash of pepper
1/4 c. chopped celery
1/4 c. vinegar
3 c. potatoes, sliced and cooked
1 T. parsley
1/2 c. water

Cook bacon until crisp; crumble. Cook onion and celery until tender. Blend in flour, sugar, salt and dash of pepper. Add vinegar and 1/2 c. water. Cook over medium heat and stir until thick. Add bacon and potatoes. Heat thoroughly. Serves 4. From my Sister in law, Carol.

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Stuffed Green Peppers

Stuffed Green Peppers

Stuffed Green Peppers3 large green peppers
1 c. water
1 1/2 t. plus 1 t.salt, divided
1/2 lb. ground beef
1 can tomato sauce
1/2 c. cracker crumbs
1/4 t. pepper
2 T. sweet onion, finely chopped

Cut off stem of peppers, then wash and de-seed them. In a medium sauce pan, boil 1 c. water and 1 1/2 t salt over high heat. When boiling, add peppers and cook for 5 minutes. Drain peppers of all water.

In a mixing bowl, blend together ground beef, tomato sauce, cracker crumbs, 1 t. salt, pepper and onion. Divide and stuff into the three peppers, placing them right side up (hole at the top) in a baking dish. Cover with foil and cook for 45 minutes in a 350 degree oven. Remove foil and cook for 15 minutes more. Makes 3-4 servings.

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I Fought the Lau-(ndry) and the Laundry Won

I Fought the Lau-(ndry) and the Laundry Won

I Fought the Lau-(ndry) and the Laundry WonJust added some more laundry detergent to the washer…I am rewashing these same towels for the third time. It’s not because they were so dirty, no. It is because I keep starting to do the laundry–with good intentions–and I get side-tracked for a day or so, then shew-eee, it smells. At least we live in dry Colorado and not mega-humid East Texas. I would have the blackest mold crop in my washing machine, if we still lived there. Ug. Sometimes, the chores get the upper hand on me. And I raise my white flag and surrender to it. It shall never be done.

But I nearly had it complete for the first time in several months a little over a week ago. True story! I had everything folded and put away. Then some syrup found its way to the kitchen rug, and I lost the race, again. Now, I have to climb Mt. Laundry to even get to the washing machine. One week+a family of six+women’s retreat+Bible study+prayer group+over 30 hours of web design work+volunteering at school+ etcetera, etcetera, etcetera = (sing-song-y) I’m getting behind-er, I’m getting behind-er (ala Becky Freeman Johnson).

Interruption: Stopped writing, mid-sentence to get Sydney a snack and move the towels over to the dryer–take that, laundry! Bam! Little steps in the right direction.

But this post is not really about laundry or being busy–no, it is about getting up, fighting back and continuing to fight until the race is finished–all with Jesus. For this life is full of messes and hardships and relational goo, like the syrup on my carpet…and we need a Savior. We need an umbrella from all this deluge of muddy life. We need a Gentle Healer to come and put salve on our wounds and knit us back together stitch by stitch.

For as much as I try to think upon it, I CANNOT do this in my own strength.  There are not enough charts, plans, books, classes or lists that can set me to rights–even with gumption.

For I am Humpty Dumpty, and I have fallen. Only the glue that Jesus applies can restore me, making me firm, steadfast and reliable. He places me safely back on the wall.

For Jesus never forgets me.  He does not, for one instant, forget that I am His treasure–valuable and worth restoring. He washes me white as snow– again and again and again.

I don’t know about you; but sometimes, I just want to give up and let the laundry (ALL of life’s laundry!) have the final say. I lay face-first in the mud and begin to think it is ALL too much, too hard, I M P O S S I B L E.

Then I bring this to mind, I serve the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, who created all that I see. He is VICTOR over the prince of this world, who would like to have sway over me and those I love. Jesus has WON over the enemy, and Jesus will win over those I love.  Then Jesus tells me, I am right.

He says, “Dear Holly, you cannot. But I can.  I am the God, Who makes ALL THINGS POSSIBLE. My Word spoken accomplish-eth ALL that concern-eth you (He often speaks to me in the KJV). Now, Holly, will you join me?  Will you believe me?  Will you take my hand? WE can do this, one day, one believing step at a time. For I say that it IS possible. And I say that you and me, we win–we have already won. Now get up and do the next thing, dear one.”

He is FOR us.  Now who’s getting up with me?

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Breathing

Breathing

A Special Update!!

Two big praises, which I must share with you all…Breathing

1) Our friend’s mom received TWO LUNGS.  She was a hard transplant match, and these were as close of an exact match, as you could get.  She is still in ICU, because she went into the surgery pretty weak, but she is on the road to recovery.  It is absolutely a miracle.  Praise the LORD with us!  Breathing fully with two new lungs is a new lease on life.  It has meant the world to this special family.  And it has increased my own faith in the Lord, as I have prayed specifically for just this.  Oh to grace, how great a debtor, daily I’m constrained to be!!

2) Today is our very last day of bankruptcy.  It has marked our lives, our walk with Jesus in such a wonderful way. As hard as it has been, I would not trade one single part of it for all that I have grown and learned!  We have been celebrating, as a family all weekend long–with a trip to the zoo, time with friends, dollar movie and a hamburger place we have never before tried–Five Guys (it was good!).  God is SO GOOD.  I wish I had more words, but I just have these–when the Lord allows hard times to come, He may not scoop you up and rescue you out of them, but He will be with you in them.  You never walk alone.  Special thanks to Teresa for sending me a card nearly every week for three whole years.  You have ministered to my heart so much.  Thank you!!  Blessed assurance Jesus is mine, oh what a foretaste of glory divine!

Love to you all!  I am personally looking forward to decorating for spring this week here at A Martha Heart.  A change of seasons…more happy breathing.  Spring-filled breaths.We are breathing…in and out.  Breathing thankful breaths.  Breathing financially.  Breathing and trusting God for many other requests.  At His feet, we lay them all.

Feel free to comment with your own requests.  We will gladly lift them up to the Lord with you.

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